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It has been brought to my attention that there are some things about me that I need to admit and accept and then trust. I was having a chat with a friend of mine who happens to be psychic/channeler and at one point during our chat the Spirits interjected with some words of wisdom for me.
The big idea was for me to stop pussyfooting around and accept and admit who I really am so I can begin trusting in myself and the gifts they say I have. They said it is time, but there was a huge other thing that I had to admit and accept first and once I did that then I would be open to admitting and accepting who I am.
My friend and I both knew what this huge thing was but neither of us thought I was anywhere close to being ready to admit and accept it, but we were both wrong. It turns out I was ready and later that night it happened.
It was extremely painful and it was certainly not easy but I did it. I admitted and accepted this thing about me that I really didn’t want to and that I had been very successfully denying for a year. Looking back now I have to laugh at how good I was a denying it because the truth was always right there staring right at me.
Now I have admitted and accepted the truth of this thing I have to face it head on and deal with it. I have no idea how to go about that but I have taken the first step and I know I will figure out where to go from here.
I am still not ready to admit who I am according to the Spirits but I think that will come once I have dealt with this other thing and given some time to let it all move through me. It is still painful each day but I know it was the right move for me and I know it is setting the stage for some Huge changes in me.
I am trusting that I denied it and am finally at this moment admitting and accepting it for a reason. I may not really know the reason but I trust that it is there. I can speculate of course, but ultimately all I can do is trust.
Always fun stories going on in my life and I am finally learning to enjoy them all.