Thursdays Thoughts – 3/14/2013

Another week passes by. They seem to go pretty fast lately. I wonder if that is becuase I have a few things to look forward to in the next month. Myabe it is just the way time works. Who knows. here are my thoughts today.

Well my Niners sure made a good move and got what I believe is a steal. They traded a 6th round draft pick to the Ravens for Anquain Boldin. Call me crazy, but I think it is crazy for a team to trade a huge reason they just won the Superbowl and especially for such a low pick.

I know, it is a business and you need to make tough decisions and I know Boldin refused to take a pay cut, but still. I am thrilled for it, though, because I belive my Niners just got a lot tougher. Boldin still has a few good years left in him and he can snatch that ball out of the air with CB’s drapped all over him. Kaepernick must be jumping for joy.

I am trying not to get too excited but I am already starting to smell that 6th Superbowl win. GO NINERS!!!!!!

I was told not to come into work today or tomorrow. Hoping that when I go back in on Monday it isn’t just to be laid off again. If it is, then I will deal with it, but I hope its not.

The truth is, I am not happy with my job. I wish I didn’t have to work there but it is the only job I could get. I would love to not have to work there but only if I had some other way of supporting me and Blythe. I am working on changing that, but until then I would like to still have this job.

Just when I think I have this spritual living down something comes along and reminds me that I still have no clue. Maybe that is the way it is supposed to be. Maybe I’m not supposed to know what I am doing. Maybe that is the whole point.

Lots of maybe’s. I guess I still need to work on the just trusting thing. Trust that it is all hapeneing as it should be. Trust that I will not ever have all the answers. Trust that my path is not the same path as others.

Breathe, Breathe, Breathe, Trust, Trust, Trust.

Thanks for reading. Peace, and have a terrific weekend.