walking my path of truth

The Wind Blows And My Mind Changes

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Photo By Cheryl Larkin

As the days go by and the winds blows my mind is constatnly running and changing. I thought I had things under control and had reached the point where I no longer would allow my mind to control me but I can see now that I still have some work to do in that area.

I make up my mind about something and then I make a decision and then thw wind blows and I start to doubt my decision. The truth is, right now I am not sure what I am doing or where I am going.

There is so much I would like to do and learn and I have been taking steps towards those things and leaving other things behind but those other things have been creeping back up and making me wonder if I am on the right path and if I am making the right decisions.

I have passion for some things and I really thought that meant that I wanted to follow the path of those things and make my living doing them, but now I am not so sure. I am beginning to think that those things are just meant for me to do for the pure joy that they bring me.

Maybe my issue is that I am trying to focus on too many things all at once. Maybe I should take a step back and only focus on one at a time. I suppose that is what all this confusion could be trying to tell me.

The frist month of this year is just about over and I still feel like I have ot accomplished what I wanted to accomplish. I think I need to take some deep breaths and lok at this all with my heart to get the guidance that I need to know where I should be going and what steps I should be taking.

I have some figuring out to do that is for sure.

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