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Fire Ceremonies At Home

During December 2012 I managed to do three Fire Ceremonies at home. I had done a few with Giselle when I went up to see her and last time I was there she suggested that I start doing them at home.

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I had told my family that I was going to start doing these with the first being on 12-12-12, which was a good thing because on 12-12-12 I was in bed sick and had been for a few days. My dad called me that day and asked if I was going to do the ceremony and I told him I wasn’t sure since I was feeling so sick. Apparently he told my mom who then called my sister and about 6pm my sister came into my bedroom and said, “Let’s go do your fire ceremony”.

With the help of my sister (Tina) I went out to do the first fire ceremony of my own. My niece (Tawneey) and my daughter (Blythe) joined us too which was really nice. It was a quick ceremony but I am so grateful that my family is so supportive of my path. I am thankful they came and gave me that push I needed to go do what I wanted to do.
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The Intensity Stills Flows

Things were pretty intense a few weekends ago when I saw Giselle and the intensity has not subsided since I got home. I has been a tough few weeks for me. I have been home sick in bed for the last week. It is not the flu but I am not sure what it is. There is some sort of virus going around so it could be that.

I think whatever it is, it is affecting me more because of how intensely I seem to be feeling things lately. I have always been able to feel energy but all the work Giselle and I have been doing has been opening me up and I believe I am feeling the effects of that.

I have been up and down. I am feeling awfully weak physically and emotionally right now but that is not too surprising considering the week it has been fighting this illness.

I believe there is a fine line between crazy and sane and happy and depressed and I think I am walking that line in both cases. Some days I sway more to one side and other days I sway towards the other side.

There are some days where I have such clarity and then the next day I am fogged in confusion. I am trying to just let all these things flow and being conscious to not spend too much energy trying to figure it all out.
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Your Multidimensional Self – Photo

All I can say is WOW! This is amazing and so timely. This is stuff that Giselle has been teaching me and then to come home and see it on Facebook thanks to Facebook User “Healing With Love And Light”. What a joy. I hope you enjoy it and live it.

Your Mutidimensional Self - Photo

Connecting With Mother Earth

An absolutely amazing, beautiful, emotional thing happened last weekend. I had a pure connect with Mother Earth moment. There are no words to convey the beauty of what transpired, but I will tell you about it anyways. 🙂

Giselle took me on a hike to some Indian Ruins near her house. When we got there, after asking permission for entrance, she told me she was going to leave me alone for a little while. She thought that was what was needed. She pointed out a place to sit for me and then she walked away to do her thing.

I was sitting in my spot simply enjoying the beauty of what I could see. Then I looked over to my right and saw a patch of Earth and just thought to myself that I really needed to lie down there.

I got up, took off my sweater, put it down as a pillow, laid down and got comfortable. I spread my arms out beside me, closed my eyes and began caressing the Earth.
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Why Am I Doing This

The question of why I am doing this, following this path, came up this weekend. Is it about me or am I doing it so I can serve others. I am not sure if I was clear in my answer, so I thought I would address it here and put my answer out into the Universe.

In short, it is all about me. True, I would love to learn what I can and someday serve others, but if that was not an option, I would still be doing what I am doing and learning what I am learning.

I lived the majority of my life up til now, being who I thought other people expected me to be. I sacrificed a lot and stiffled a lot to please others.

Somewhere along the way I lost sight of Cheryl. I got so used to ignoring the inner voices and doing just enough to convince myself that I was being true to me.
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