I know you have probably heard the saying, there are no such things as coincidences, a million times. Most people just say oh yea you are so right and then move along their day not even realizing what they are not seeing.
I never paid much attention to those things. Things would happen and I would move on. I never put thought into whether this thing led to this thing or not. It just didn’t matter to me. Well, it matters now.
I have to say that once you open your eyes to these things it is hard not to see them. It is also a glorious thing to view. It is like little bread crumbs being laid at your feet and you just have to be wise enough to pick them up.
I had many such things line up for me to eventually make the decision to go see Giselle and follow through with that decision. Eventually I just had to admit that I was meant to get my ass up there. I could no longer ignore the signs.
I noticed yesterday that I just didn’t feel right. I was off. I felt kind of Bi-Polar, one minute I was fine and the next I was frazzled. My brain doesn’t seem to be firing on all cylinders. I am confused about so much, many of which I was perfectly clear about just the day before. My emotions are out of whack. And I have severe lower back pain, which is not something I normally have.
I thought maybe all the crazy, negative energy regarding the Presidential Election was just getting to me. I have always been pretty good at feeling energy. It has gotten stronger over the last few years, but I am thinking that after the Rebirth, things are flowing through me at such a speedy rate, maybe I am more sensitive to the energy around me and in this world.
I don’t know if any of the things I am feeling have anything to do with the energy but that was my assumption. I did email Giselle about it and she said Mercury was in Retrograde if that helps clarify things.
A few days after I returned home from the Shamanic Retreat with Giselle I had a few visitors and I am sad to say that I did not handle it very well at all. Truth be told, I absolutely gave into fear and completely flipped out.
I went to sleep that night still trying to process all that had happened in the last few days. I hadn’t been sleeping well and this night was to be no different. Below is the email I sent to Giselle:
Well it’s about 1:30 am and I have to know, are there bad spirits that come to you in your dreams? I am totally freaked out right now.
I was sleeping and all of a sudden I heard a low humming noise and then I felt/saw something grabbing my right leg and stroking it. It was skinny like a small tree branch, but very tall, hard and rough. It was stooping over. Then it moved to my foot and started rubbing the bottom of my foot, lower part of foot only. It was rubbing with the palm of its hands. It’s fingers were really long and crooked. The hands reminded me of a tree branch. It was grey. I don’t recall seeing any facial features.