Another week has passed by. It sure seems to me like time is moving awfully fast. I am not sure if that is a good thing, a bad thing, or simply a thing. Here are my thoughts for today.
Tomorrow I am heading up North to see Giselle. I am beyond excited. Our retreats are certainly interesting with surprises floating in and I am sure this one will be no different.
I am heading into this weekend like a child getting on a fair ride for the first time. Full of wonder and excitement but no real expectations, just as Giselle recommended.
I have certainly had my share of ideas about what this weekend will be about but they are all just ideas. The truth is, I trust that whatever happens is exactly what is supposed to happen. I think Giselle is finally starting to rub off onto me. 🙂
Below is a post from Facebook Friend: 12 Steps To Self Empowerment. When I read these words they truly touched me. I am not quite ready to write a letter like this myself, but I am getting close and once I am ready I will wrtie that letter with gratitude and love.
Dear Past Self & the Past Itself,
We need to speak and talk about the role you played. I’m grateful that you existed because you came to protect me at a time when I was afraid, unsure and without direction. Fear was my parent, keeping me safe, preventing me from hurting and from possible failure.
But I’ve grown up now, and I need to leave you. It’s not that I don’t appreciate you and the role that you played – in fact all I can feel at this present moment is love and gratitude for always putting me first to do what you thought was required.
This has actually been a very relaxing and enjoyable week for me. Even though things have happened that would maybe make you think it should have been a terrible week, it truly wasn’t. Here are my thoughts for today.
Well, I did indeed get laid off from my job. They called me Sunday evening and told me. I was prepared for it but even still it was a bit scary and it did take a while for me to let the negative feelings flow through me.
I have tried not to make a big deal out of it. I am just accepting it and doing what I can to move on. I did email Giselle and I have to share what she replied with, because it is brilliant.
And Congratulations on getting laid off. Isn’t it great when those things we can’t stand in our lives just effortlessly fall away making room for more joyful abundant opportunities? It’ll all work out perfectly…
I am amazed at how things are just seeming to flow for me. 2 years ago I found a place online that offers classes and courses on many different topics. For a one time fee you can take as many classes as you want for a full year.
I have been saying for 2 years how I want to do it but I never have. Well after getting to know my crystals I started feeling a pull to learn about crystal therapy so I went back to this site and sure enough they have a course on that.
Then I started thinking I should probably know about energy first so I started looking for reiki courses and yep, those are there as well. Then I started thinking again and realized I should probably learn and understand Chakras first and sure enough they had a chakra course.
So I just said what the hell and I paid my money and signed up for the chakra course. I am only 2 lessons in and already feel like I have gotten my money’s worth. It is so interesting.
Welcome to March. I have less than a month before Blythe’s birthday. I cannot believe my daughter, my baby is going to be 15. Time sure has a way of passing whether you are paying attention or not. Here are my thoughts for today.
I am finding every day that there is so much to be amazed at. I think my heart is truly opening to all the wonderful things out there in the Universe. The feeling of being amazed by something every day is a wonderful feeling.
As I am opening up to the possiblitites my connection with Giselle is getting stronger. I can’t even find the words to express the feelings and the accepting of what is going on. Things are being shown to me and I am finally smart enough to see them.
It is truly beautiful and magical.