I am still amazed at the way things work sometimes. I hope I never lose the amazement because it is a beautiful thing to witness.
I have been stating every morning something I am grateful for, but on Wednesday I forgot to do it.
Wednesday I had a bit of a breakdown. Ok it was more than a “bit of”, it was a BIG breakdown. I had some stuff buried deep down that decided to come on out and say, “Here I am”. A lot of emotions came along with this, like anger, pain, embarrassment etc, and I was overwhelmed, to say the least.
Lots of drama and craziness ensued as I am sad to say I did not handle any of it very well. I tried to really deal with it all once I got home from work but it just wasn’t in the cards, I guess. Emotionally exhausted, I finally gave up and just tried to sleep. Sleeping did not go well at all either, but it is what it is.
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