Well the New Moon sure affected me last night. You see I have been wanting to take the Hibiscus Moon Certified Crystal Healer Course for a few years now and I finally figured out how to afford it but then my fridge broke down so I had to use the money to get a new one.
Then I see that Hibiscus Moon is giving away 2 scholarships for the course. I thought WooHoo, there is still a chance. Then I read how to apply and I about fainted. It required creating a You Tube video about why you wanted to take the course and make it public. To most people that may not be a big deal but to this lifelong wallflower it was a HUGE deal.
I have comfortably spent 45 years staying out of the spotlight and really had no desire to change that. Until now. It took me a few days but I finally decided I was going to go for it. It took many many takes to do the video because of how uncomfortable I was but I got it finished and uploaded it to You Tube. Then it just took 15 minutes for me to actually hit the submit button.
It was scary as hell but I am so glad I did it. This was a fantastic experience for me and I think it is going to open up some new things for me. If I win the scholarship I will be so happy but the truth is I have already gotten so much just from applying. What a ride!
So now I share the video here with you.
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