Photo By Me, Cheryl Larkin
I have been absent for quite a while now and am finally coming out of the dreary routine of simply exsisting and getting back to doing what I want and what I love.
I finally realized that I fell right into that trap of routine, going to work, coming home, sleeping, etc. You know what I am talking about. It is easy to get pulled into that trap and I was pulled in hard this time.
I realized I need to be more aware and present in every moment and I need to fight when I start to get lulled into the routine of existing. I want to do more than just exist. I want to follow my heart and chase my dreams and I cannot do that if I am sleepwaling through life.
So here I am opening my eyes again and stepping back into life and doing what I want. Part of what I realized is that I worry too much about putting up quality writing here and making sure that what I post has a message in it. I am no longer going to do that.
I am going to share what I want to share even if it some do not deem it good enough. I write for me anyways, so what other people think really should not come into play. I am going to work on just writing what I want and going from there.
I know that I put these limitations on myself and I need to stop it. So this is my first step. I am going to work at posting at least once a week. No more going months between posts. It is theraputetic for me to write so I need to go ahead and write.
I slip, I fall down, I get caught up in the dreary routine of existence, but I am getting back up and I am going to work harder at not leting it happen again. But if it does, I will get back up again.
So it is…